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[08 May 2009|02:34pm] |
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how quickly I forget that this is meaningless
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[24 Feb 2009|08:36pm] |
Even though I've come so far,
I know I've got so far to go
And any day now I'll explode
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[05 Nov 2008|01:13pm] |
Today is a terrible day.
Not only am I appalled at the fact that Obama is going to be the new president, but I've also learned that nearly every person I know was stupid enough to support and vote for him. My faith in this country and the people in it is almost completely gone.
This country is fucked.
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[26 Oct 2008|08:33pm] |
And all these words I could have would have should have said
Ring out like gunshots across long lost days
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[07 Oct 2008|09:25am] |
I'm so close to ripping out my heart, I'm so close to throwing it in your face.
where would I be then?
no better off than I am now.
alone, afraid.
this is not the first time and I'm sure it's not the last.
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[27 Sep 2008|01:03pm] |
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Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world has made itself my enemy
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[03 Sep 2008|03:25pm] |
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I'm crushin'
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[01 Jul 2008|10:38pm] |
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I can't make the right decision to save my life
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[27 Jun 2008|06:36pm] |
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I don't see how anyone could honestly be shocked by the supreme court decision about the second amendment. It OBVIOUSLY means that the individual has the right to own a gun. I don't see what everyone's problem is with guns anyway.
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[22 May 2008|08:43pm] |
Yeah, it's over
You can bet in mid-October,
I will still be ranting 'bout early May.
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[14 Apr 2008|07:36pm] |
I don't know what love is
Or maybe this is love.
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[01 Oct 2007|01:10pm] |
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I love it how some people who totally blow off their friends start whining about how they've been blown off. Karma is certainly a bitch.
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[27 Nov 2006|11:39am] |
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So I've been noticing lately that like 52523526 people that I used to talk to are vegetarian now. It's apparently an epidemic. Not a bad one because the more animals saved the better it just seems like maybe they aren't all doing it for the right reasons. But that doesn't matter anyway and who knows, maybe they are.
On another note, I picked my classes for next semester and my schedule totally sucks.
organic chem: mwf 9:05-9:55
food processing: mwf 11:15-12:05
physics 3: mwf 12:20-1:10
inorganic chem: mwf 1:25-2:15
inorganic chem lab lecture: m 2:30-3:20
food processing: w 2:30-5:30
inorganic lab: th 8:00-11:00
organic lab: th 1:25-5:30
chemistry seminar: f 2:30-3:20
I'm going to die.
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[02 Sep 2005|05:41pm] |
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I start school wednesday. I'm nervous. I'm afraid I won't do well. I'm afraid I won't like chemistry so I'll switch my major to math and hate that and then switch to physics and hate that too and be screwed. I'm afraid that I won't make any friends because I'm not living on campus. blah. On the bright side I went shopping yesterday and got new shoes and sunny d, because I love sunny d :D
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[18 Jul 2005|07:35pm] |
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love the music, hate the people
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[22 Jun 2005|04:26pm] |
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I was at Umass from sunday through yesterday for orientation. It was cool and I met a lot of nice people. Saw Alex Casimiro there and Jessica Lamica and Erin Gibbons too. It was interesting. Picked my classes. I'm taking into to psychology, latin, chem, calculus, and a class where you just read a book and talk about it and write a paper or two. Despite the fact that I hung out with someone from Ludlow some of the time while I was at Umass, I really didn't think about Ludlow High or anyone from there. It was neat because people from Ludlow High generally suck.
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here i go...
I hate fake people that talk about how much they hate fake people. I hate people that change every fucking day depending on who they're dating. I hate people who preach tolerance for everyone but can't tolerate someone with an opposing view point. I hate people who believe in nothing and make fun of others just for believing in something.
done. i just felt like puting that out there and you can say whatever you want about it.
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[03 Jun 2005|03:43pm] |
Spin, spin a year, it's been a year, it's been a fucking year
This year went by wicked fast.
Tonight I graduate
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[31 May 2005|09:48am] |
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I haven't updated my journal in forever.
Friday was my last day of school. Today is my senior mystery trip. I have to be at school at 12:30.
Tomorrow is our scavenger hunt and then class night.
Thursday is senior assembly and banquet (on a boat in Boston Harbor, and it better not be cold and rainy)
Friday is graduation. and it's all over.
I never thought that I'd be at all upset about graduating, but I actually became friends with some people that I probably won't see after Friday, one in particular ♥
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[07 Feb 2005|05:30pm] |
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I can't compete
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[05 Jan 2005|08:42pm] |
I hate january, I'm going to kill it.
and I hate english projects
and english teachers
and book reports
and when everyone takes the books out of the library that you need
disregard this entry, i'm in a pissy mood.
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[03 Jan 2005|09:58pm] |
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ugh, what is wrong with me?
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[31 Dec 2004|02:19pm] |
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I'm hoping the snow will push these dreams of you away
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[27 Dec 2004|03:37pm] |
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Show last night was good. I got to see a lot of people that I haven't seen in a while. It was my first show at cabot st. I like fat cats better, personally.
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[01 Dec 2004|10:29pm] |
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I hate people that eat fish and poultry and still call themselves vegetarians.
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[19 Nov 2004|11:25pm] |
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It's hard to look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be
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[19 Nov 2004|03:59pm] |
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you're better at being an asshole than anyone I know
be proud, because it's probably the only thing you'll ever be the best at.
<3
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[17 Nov 2004|03:14pm] |
two years, a week from today
went to court today with my government class
and some lady talked about jury duty for twenty minutes.
fuckin jury duty </3
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[10 Nov 2004|03:26pm] |
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I choose my company
by the beating of their hearts
Not the swelling of their heads
Besides, I'd rather forget the days we spent
Than try to stay afloat in shallow water
I'm sick of school. This four day weekend should be nice. I'm not sure whether or not I still want to go to homecoming I don't want to go to homecoming.
I'll be eighteen Sunday, fuckin sweet.
I can't wait until December :D
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[08 Nov 2004|03:02pm] |
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cute boys should not be allowed to have girlfriends.
the end.
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[07 Nov 2004|04:16pm] |
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I'm beginning to see a trend
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[05 Nov 2004|07:51pm] |
I like consistency
and you are anything but consistent
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[30 Oct 2004|01:09am] |
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i reminisce
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[23 Oct 2004|01:43pm] |
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Tiger Army- "Annabel Lee" |
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sometimes I wish I could just go back a few months and do everything over.
the question is: would anything actually happen differently?
Watch me seeing the melon sky. Oh, look it's so beautiful tonight but I was feeling so sweet. I could barely breathe so deep but you had to come along. You had to shatter everything.
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[22 Oct 2004|02:39pm] |
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Strife- "Untitled" |
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some people are clueless
but it's okay because I've actually been in a really awesome mood these past few days. there is only one thing person that would make me happier. but they don't even know that's about them.
I am wearing the most bad ass twenty year old red sox shirt today.
fuck yes.
Days go by.
Feelings, they go on.
Unfortunately, without you
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[21 Oct 2004|04:03pm] |
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I really don't have anything to talk about in here. I'm really tired from the fucking red sox series. gah. I have to do my homework like, right now, because I have to go to the springfield forum tonight and listen to the worst poet ever talk for two hours. shoot me.
The halloween thrash bash is coming up. I can't wait. I just wish it could be as fun as the last show I went to. I don't think that's possible.
I'm nothing but tired, I'm nothing at all.
I'm nothing but broken, I'm ready to fall.
My Reminder
The years have gone by fast
Oh how we have grown
The times weren't always easy
But hearts and minds revive
Now thoughts of you consume me and I wanted you to know
You're the brightest shining star I've ever seen
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[20 Oct 2004|03:59pm] |
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I failed my physics test, yet I still love the class. I don't know why.
We had a pep rally today, and it was pretty crappy. I did get to sit with Nicole tho <3 Our school is hilarious because the pep rally was for the sports teams and the mascot and mr. walsh beat boxing got the most claps and cheers. that, and the red sox.
corey and I held hands haha <3
I'm a nerd
walls of jericho is playing at fat cats tonight but I don't have a ride. *shrug* that's the way it goes.
It really sucks when you're too shy/afraid to IM someone but you really want to talk to them. </3
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[17 Oct 2004|10:12pm] |
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I'm confused and unsure about nearly everything right now. And I hate it.
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[17 Oct 2004|03:28pm] |
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Last night me, my sister, my brother, and my nephew Kyle went to the haunted hayride at McCray's. It was cold and we had to wait in line for an hour and a half, but it was fun. We saw Skilly. It'd be cool to go again with some friends but it's expensive and I dunno if anyone would go. *shrug*
summer ended september 22nd, creeeeepy. <3
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[15 Oct 2004|05:17pm] |
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...but I thought I did, and I thought they had...
sucks to be wrong <3
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[11 Oct 2004|07:51pm] |
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Is anyone going to the life in your way show on Saturday in Feeding Hills? Or does anyone know anyone that is? Because I'd be willing to pay someone to take me.
PAY THEM WITH SEXUAL FAVORS!
well um...not actually. but I'm not lying about the paying part. :D
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[09 Oct 2004|12:18pm] |
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I made a myspace yesterday cuz I'm wicked tough.
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[08 Oct 2004|02:57pm] |
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Saves the Day- "Rocks Tonic Juice Magic" |
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It's amazing the times that end up being some of the best of your life. Especially when they didn't end up anything like you expected.
I got lots of hugs today <3
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[07 Oct 2004|02:29pm] |
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Baby, you make my heart beat faster
I think I realized something today.
And I feel like death.
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[06 Oct 2004|02:54pm] |
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Beauty to Ashes- "My Eurydice" |
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It's colder inside my house than it is outside. What the fuck.
I think that today I decided to go to homecoming. Prom is still iffy though. =/
I have to make a rubber band car today. gay.
I FUCKING LOVE rise against.
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[03 Oct 2004|07:13pm] |
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Chain of Strengh- "True Til Death" |
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well I'm not going to the show tonight.
I think Kevin hates me?
that happened faster than I anticipated.
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[03 Oct 2004|03:42pm] |
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Why do no guys like brunettes?
All guys ever say is "I like blondes" or "I like red heads."
Brunettes need love too.
Anyway, I was thinking of maybe making a new journal and retiring this one. We'll see.
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[02 Oct 2004|06:04pm] |
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you're so modest
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[01 Oct 2004|03:00pm] |
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I'm really cold, and tired. I got home at 11 last night from the big e and then I had to take a shower and do my homework. Thankfully today was a really laid back, easy day. We didn't really do any work in any of my classes. I'm not doing anything tonight, because I'm a loser. And I'm most likely not doing anything tomorrow either =/ Sunday my sis and I might go to fat cats, but I'm not sure yet. I suck.
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[30 Sep 2004|02:20pm] |
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When my sister gets home in a few minutes me and my family are going to the big e. It should be fun. I have homework to do when I come home tho, and I'm supposed to watch the presidential debate.
Corey is good at brightening people's days. :)
<3
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